Things have been somewhat quiet on the BDSM aspect of my life. So have not been writing as many things lately, lots of DYIs. Hope you are enjoying those. I have attended a couple of events, such as Maitre X private dungeon party in a great space.
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My usual boy has been having a hard time going through a personal family tragedy and it has put things on hold for us. Last night though I had my first face to face with a new potential applicant. A first meeting is never a guaranty but I was very pleased with him and hope we do connect in the long run. Plus I got to humiliate him a bit in a very discreet way right on the street so that was fun.
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I guess I am in a bit of a slump, I not having my regular play time too and I miss it. I know we all go though this at times, no constant play partner. Its part of life but it does feel like a part is missing to make life a bit more complete.
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I have been doing a lot of personal reflection as well about certain aspects of my vanilla life. Things I have been lacking the motivation to act upon but always haunting my thoughts. And I am at a point now where a decision and action need to be taken. I need to push myself of the cliff…right now I am on my tippy toes and deciding at 80% I have to jump.
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I need to have fun. real sincere fun. not the kind you impose on yourself because you have to. I want real fun. Going this Saturday to a bdsm outing, deciding btw two of them, but I want to have fun that night. Come party with me!
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Lady Evyl
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I am sure things will pick up for you hell it is summer in Montreal it just has to get better . Might just have to write another story about you to chase the blues away! see ya soon
Hehe write away dear Drakor. Actually was an amazing wkd…I am exhausted. i got to play lots, had a blast, and connected with both my boys