Oh God, is Feb over yet?

Been quiet on my blog lately, did not write much of my own hand in a bit. And this will be a short post to I think.
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But its a tough time of the year. I hate February. Everyone is so on edge and lacking energy. I go home very evening with a headache.
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But can’t complain too much either. It seems like my social life never slows down…vanilla or BDSM. Maybe I should try and calm that down. But everything is tempting hehe.
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Its also post-Valentine’s Day. Definitely saw an increase in sub applications lately. Not that they see it as a romantic encounter…for the most aprt. there are exceptions to the rule. Things lately have also lead me to doubt some of my screening techniques. I am a bit confused and repositioning myself on that front. Yeah I am rambling but it makes sense in my head. Got some good advice. This is following a really big disappointment too with someone who has lied for a long time.
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Certain close friends have been having really tough times too. From personal, relationships, financial, family deaths, etc. Lots of good people being faced with harsh situations, losses, stresses. I have been doing my best to be supportive. I have also lately been meeting many dishonest people online: imposters, cheaters, liars. And this is on a social level too.
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But don’t get me wrong…I have some good stuff too. I have maybe about 4-6 new friends in the BDSM scene that I think will become real friends…people I have been seeing in vanilla one on one as well. Also was initiated by the help of a Ds couple into doing a medicine scene. I was assistant doctor lol. It was fun. This same couple is hosting a fun party too this wkd and I will have interesting stories to tell from that I am sure. And next weekend a Fetlife friend is coming to stay with me for the wkd. We never met but she and I started a friendship about a year ago and we will meet. So really looking forward to that.
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These are weird times. I guess I wanted to do a little lbdsm resumé and vent for my own therapy lol. I think something big is about to happen just not sure what yet. I am observing a lot but feel like on the verge of some decision or motivation. Time will reveal it soon!
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Stay tuned!
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Mystress lady Evyl
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