Been quiet…but not so much
I just realized I posted 2 Sugasms with nothing original on my end in between. Things have been quiet. Well not quite true. Things have been active but not in a positive way. So I guess instead of venting my frustrations out here and getting the rep of being a mean hateful Domme towards looser men who claim to be true subs (oups it slipped lol) I thought I should keep quiet.
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No I won’t go into a rambling of my disappointments. The only thing I will say is that contrary to the past, where these boys disappear, this batch of 2 want to remain in the vicinity. i got to give the boot. Is that suppose to be interpreted as a step up????????
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One thing about this I do want to say. BDSM blogs that Dommes write rarely bring this topic up. Maybe they think it would hurt there ’strong reputation’, don’t want to share a sort of failure, don’t people want to read about it and give the impression such things do not happen to them?
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Well that is a load of Bullshit. Trust me, when Dommes talk its not always about how we tortured a boy or made him clean our stove. A lot of Domme talk is about heartache, disappointments, support each other through bad sub applicants. The worst in one who has been around a while, that you get attached too.
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I seem to say this a lot in blogs. But Dommes are human first, women second, Dommes third, we hurt just as much inside. Think about that next time you behave below basic expectations.
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I do have one exception to the rule. I won’t name him. But he is not in a position right now to devote himself. Yet he has always been honest about it. Yet our bond has grown strong. We finally played for a first time this Sunday…..it was fantastic. Who knows if it will be a one time thing, it was great. Maybe it will stay at a friend level with occasional play. he gives me hope.
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Lady Evyl
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November 15th, 2008 at 12:51 am
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