Ah so nice. I may not have had a boy or special someone here in Montreal this year for St-Valentine’s day but it did not really matter to me this year. Even if it was a distant reciprocation I felt the love.

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My boy brock sent me these lovely flowers the other day. Are they not beautiful!

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And I am very happy to introduce my new bitch in consideration offcially, rich

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I met rich during my trip to North Carolina. We have stayed in close touch and talked about things a lot. yeah sucks the distance is there but we have planned trips in the future already. We’ll see where it goes. I put in offcially in consideration yesterday. he has but a rope as a collar for now but will be given a training collar on his first visit here (incentives, incentinves, incentives).

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I had dinner in a Chinese restaurant the other night and I was laughing my head off when I read my fortune cookie. It said:

You will soon be honored by someone you respect.

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A funny coincidence… especially with a new ‘bitch boy’ in my horizon

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As mentioned in recent previous posts I am navigating a bit in the Vanilla dating world right now. It’s an interesting and bumpy ride. For fun I researched some basic dating tips and advice online.

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Yeah I can hear you saying why on earth am I doing that? Well how polished is your knowledge on that actually? Do really think you know what you are doing? A little refresher of the rules never hurt anyone (minus the really sexist or outdated ones I removed). And its actually surprising how well they can blend in a Ds relationship as well. FromTop Dating Tips

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Dating Rules for Women

• Always look great, whatever your income. Gorgeous hair and some lipstick with rags will still turn his head.
• Never reveal information you don’t have to. An enigmatic woman drives men wild.
• Keep dates brief, but your men interested. Less is always more.
• Let your man pay. If he is interested, he is interested enough to ensure you eat well and get home safely in a cab.
• Never ever sleep with a guy until he has fallen for you. Sex early in your dating game plan will ruin everything.
• Always keep a guy waiting and never turn up early. It is a lady’s perogative.
• Never be available when he wants you to be. Never answer when he calls and always let him leave a message or two first before replying.
• If he is available Tuesday, you are available Thursday.
• Weekend shopping trips with girlfriends are sacred and not available for dates.
• Keep your man standing on quicksand by shifting landmarks and goalposts constantly.
• Ensure you are a good kisser. Men will walk away if you cannot kiss. Practice on a mirror if you have to.
• Never ever talk about previous boyfriends, particularly their prowess in the bedroom.
• Never assume anything about your date until you choose to know him better. You cannot always tell by looking.
• If any man shows the slightest signs of possessiveness or insecurity, run like the wind. Life is too short for boys.
• If his shoes or hygiene are a disgrace, dump him.
• Never ever come across as too available or too desperate. He will run a mile. He is the one doing the chasing.
• If the guy in the corner is gorgeous, go get him and create the need in him for you. Never wait for men to come to you.
• You may well have all the bodily functions of a man, just try not to demonstrate them early on.

Online Dating Rules

• Always let them come to you, don’t chase them via email.
• Block anyone who annoys you instantly.
• Don’t reply to instant messages with clever opening lines.
• Remain aloof and let yourself be chased.
• Always reply to emails at least 3 days after receipt.
• Never provide your real email or phone details.
• Always date safely and protect yourself at every turn.
• Do not login for hours on end. Short, rapid visits are best.
• Never ever reply to emails on weekends. Wait until a weekday.
• If you don’t want to date married men, spell it out in your profile.
• A man who doesn’t reply to your email within 3 days should be ignored.
• Make sure your humor levels come across in text.
• Do not chat to hundreds of men at once. The delay in replying is a dead giveaway and your Mr. Right will be off.
• Don’t even think about misrepresenting your size or description. They will find out.
• Come across as cool and sophisticated for best results

General Dating Rules For Men

1. Look your best. Get some decent clothes and shoes. Women always look at your shoes, even if you last checked your Nikes in 1996. Get clothes that fit you, suit you and are contemporary. Don’t just buy one outfit, sort out your entire wardrobe. Buy a nice tailored suit, there is no excuse not to. If you can’t take care of yourself, how are you going to take care of her?

2. Sort out your hygiene and styling. Go down to the barbers and clean up your hair, getting it styled if possible. If you don’t have much hair, still get down to the salon, maybe get your head shaved. Or just get a regular shave, a professional shave will leave your face looking and feeling great. Then it is off to the shops with you for good quality cologne and a grooming kit. Men are so often criticized for smelling bad. Get into a regular showering routine so you will always smell fresh and clean. Women appreciate it.

3. Sort out your job if you have one. Women want a man who has some ambition in life. Coasting along as a skateboard instructor is generally not going to win you a real catch (though I’d give it a go, I love skateboarding). Any job is better than none, but knuckle down and sort out some direction in your life. If possible try and look like you have something of a career. If you have a manual job, at least have some plans to work for yourself, and if you already do, then you are on the right track. But know what you are about work wise and have some idea of your future plans because women will ask questions about your prospects. Even if they pretend it isn’t important, it is.

4. Be in the know. Make sure you are up to date with current affairs, watch the news and read quality papers. Women do not appreciate stupidity, and laziness is no excuse for sounding dumb. Current affairs are important in showing you know all about the world we live in. If you travel a lot then this will help tremendously. If you don’t, make plans to travel and tell her about it. Proving you are willing and able to plan vacations is essential in the grand scheme of things.

5. Do not extol the virtues of drinking in the bar 5 nights a week. This will never win any fair princess’s heart. If you spend all your time boozing with the boys, it’s time to take a step back and pick up some more productive habits. Taking your lady for a drink is fine, especially if you take her to get cocktails at a nice lounge, but give them the impression that you live there will get you absolutely nowhere fast.

6. Keep your super fan status in check. If you love your sports and enjoying watch the game with your buddies, fine. If sport is a religion and you have your favorite player’s number tattooed on your back, you may have a problem. If you are serious about dating, rattling off baseball stats, ranting about unfair umpires and constantly check the score will put them off in record time. To the uninitiated, sports are completely boring, and many women interpret the obsession as a total lack of thought, creativity or inspiration. Millions of girls love sports too, and rooting for the same team is great, but don’t make your passion into a one-sided one.

9. Never expect sex on a first date. If all you are after is sex, you have come to the wrong place for reading material. If you are looking for the girl of your dreams, there is nothing sexier than a patient man. You are easily capable of waiting for the right woman.

10. Read up on manners, courtesy and chivalry. A woman likes being treated with respect. Lose the coarse language, the swear words, the rudeness and the laziness. Know how to eat in a top restaurant. Know about fashion, jewelry and flowers. Know how to hold a door open for a woman, let her go first and help her with her seat. Listen to what she says but have opinions of your own too. Show her respect and manners at every step and you’ll be on the right path.

11. Start listening and stop talking. Keep your date interested but don’t turn into a one-man circus. She will bore of you quickly because she wants to talk about herself too. Listen to things she tells you about her and remember them. Women love to chat so you need to learn to listen to her. Remembering things she told you will impress her even more.

12. Give up smoking. Now.

13. Learn to dance even if you have two left feet. Women love to dance and it puts you two in close contact. It is also romantic and sexy. You can be the world’s worst dancer, I don’t care. But if you stay seated when she is on that dance floor you may as well not exist. Try joining salsa and ballroom classes. You don’t need to be Travolta but you should have an idea of the basics of rhythm. Get started today.

And now today starts: the RESOLUTIONS!!!!!!!!! Scray word. I honestly did not make one, at least not in the traditional way. I was off this past week and my plan during the day time was to accomplish a task I have been putting off for months (years): a massive clean up of my place.

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I am not talking spring cleaning here. I mean take every drawer out of the dresser, then do the keep pile, give pile and garbage pile. Then vacuum the drawer, dresser, destroy the dust bunny armies behing the drawer and but everything back together again. Honestly my progress has been slow but steady. I am after all on holiday so I lounge hours in the morning and then maybe go out at night to friend’s, etc.

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But so far I have done my bedroom, bathroom, kitchen, dinning room and two other full double closets. I have filled 7 large garbage bags of stuff to give and 4 garbage bags of garbage. Left to do is the living room.

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Honestly its a lot of work but it feels great. I feel like I lost 100 pounds. Now here is my goal for 2010. Keep cleaning and keep it clean: in my head (break psychological vicious circles), in my health, in my things, and in my body. Just do it bit by bit. Its not a resolution. I am just, for now, motivated and will ride the wave as concsiously as I can.

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Well this will actually be a BDSM/Fetish free weekend. It’s Christmas time on full swing this weekend. Work party tonight and vanilla friends tomorrow.

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As you have seen from the last posts things went sour with a special someone. Not a sub so much, a mix of kink and vanilla. I am not detailing anything but I really need to just purge a bit my emotions and although my blog is entertainment it does have a diary side to it. So anyways although I am not keeping false hope the door is neither completely closed. A little time apart will bring forth the right decision for both involved. of course brock, my long distance slave, would love to give ‘him’ a beating lol.

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The last 2 evenings I have been bad. I have been purging my demons emotionally and trying to break my personal emotional cycle of such a situation. Its not easy and yes the first night was spent with a phone call to 2 girlfriends  and a bottle of wine. We spoke  about everything, not just what happened to me. But I wanted to get drunk. Thing is I never ate and finished the bottle in about 2 hours. I got up from the couch and I realized this was going to be challenge. I went and snacked just a bit. I lied back down and it was spinning. Hate that. Then I did something I have not done in probably about 13 years. I threw up from too much alcohol.  OK most of you are saying gross…ewww. And yes it was not fun. But man it felt AWESOME. I felt like a bad young adult breaking a rule of society. The concept did me a lot of good.

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Last night I had dinner at a girlfriend’s place. We chatted, drank, and again I was bad I smoked up something I never do either. Then we watched the worst movie 9but funny): Zombie Strippers, with Jenna Jameson. Thank god I was stoned cause it was bad. Its totally a porn plot without the sex. I am not a fan of porn but at some point I was just screaming at the TV “FUCK ALREADY”. It was again a great purging excellent night.

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Tonight with the xmas party I will again been nicely marinated with booze. Sat will be more quiet. But I am doing much better today. Of  course ‘his’ bday is coming up and I had ordered him a special gift from Funsexxxtoys. It arrived this morning. Still can use it but its kinda made for 2, not a solo thing. Oh well! Thanks for reading and I’ll leave you with a hot FemDom pic from Men in Pain for the weekend!

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I received this email from a vanilla friend. Had to share.
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Our 80th Anniversary as Persons!

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It is important to remember how recent it is that women in Canada were considered “persons” and how hard it was to win the “Vote.”
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November is an important month of “Remembrance” for more than veterans – an especially important anniversary to those of us of the female persuasion in Canada.
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An important history lesson!

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This is the story of women in the United States who were ground-breakers.. These brave women from the early 1900s made all the difference in the lives we live today. Remember, it was not until 1920 that Canadian women were granted the right to go to the polls and vote.
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The women were innocent and defenseless, but when, in North America, women picketed in front of the White House, carrying signs asking for the vote, they were jailed.
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And by the end of the first night in jail, those women were barely alive. Forty prison guards wielding clubs and their warden’s blessing went on a rampage against the 33 women wrongly convicted of ‘obstructing sidewalk traffic..’
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(Lucy Burns)
They beat Lucy Burns, chained her hands to the cell bars above her head and left her hanging for the night, bleeding and gasping for air.
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(Dora Lewis)
They hurled Dora Lewis into a dark cell, smashed her head against an iron bed and knocked her out cold. Her cellmate, Alice Cosu, thought Lewis was dead and suffered a heart attack. Additional affidavits describe the guards grabbing, dragging, beating, choking, slamming, pinching, twisting and kicking the women.
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Thus unfolded the ‘Night of Terror’ on Nov. 15, 1917, when the warden at the Occoquan Workhouse in Virginia ordered his guards to teach a lesson to the suffragists imprisoned there because they dared to picket Woodrow Wilson’s White House for the right to vote.
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For weeks, the women’s only water came from an open pail. Their food–all of it colorless slop–was infested with worms.
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(Alice Paul)
When one of the leaders, Alice Paul, embarked on a hunger strike, they tied her to a chair, forced a tube down her throat and poured liquid into her until she vomited. She was tortured like this for weeks until word was smuggled out to the press.
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All women who have ever voted, have ever owned property, have ever enjoyed equal rights need to remember that women’s rights had to be fought for in Canada as well. Do our daughters and our sisters know the price that was paid to earn rights for women here, in North America?
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2009 is the 80th Anniversary of the Persons Case in Canada, which finally declared women in Canada to be Persons!

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Please, if you are so inclined, pass this on to all the women you know, so that we remember to celebrate the rights we enjoy.
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“Knowledge is Freedom: hide it, and it withers; share it, and it blooms” (P. Hill)
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Lord its been quite a few days since my last post. But not from a lack of subject matter at all! I was not too happy. I had website issues for like 30 hours where my 4 websites were down. SO NOT HAPPY at all. After a gazillion exchanges the last message I got was support is not given to Adult sites and I was suspended….on top of it with a glitch. Anyways I finnally spoke to someone who got them back up. I wrote a complaint letter and they came back..eventually, that no support is given to adult sites and I should fix the reoccuring error which they can’t tell how to fix exactly. They all say see your web developer, fix the problem and you can stay if you are not a technical problem. FUCK I don’t have one…I do everything…aaaarrrgghhhh. Also I think I am just out growing them and hitting the bandwith more then they like. Looking for a hosting…DO NOT GO to 3ix.org. Ok thanks for the vent.

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Well good news is the system admin of where I work happens to be a good friend and is one of the 2 people at work that know abut Lady Evyl. He has a side hosting company. We dicussed things and I will be moving to his server. Haleluya a silver lining.

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Above is not related again but as I said I was down for 30 hours and then when I was up I had to go out of town for the weekend. Just back and saying Hi! So I will be writting about the Body Mod Night I co-hosted at the Loft in the next days. Now I was due to get a piercing that night but things just went too late (like 5am last peircing) so Pat Pierce wanted to do it at the Excentrick shop when he was, like, awake and safe.

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So off I went for my second nipple piercing on Wednesday night with my mentee LiquidRaspberry. She loves getting pierced and makes it look so easy. Now if you remember I did my first nipple back in March 09. At the time the last piercing I did was like 17 years ago for the 6th earlobe hole. Back in March I went in there with the highlest level of anxiety ever because I had no clue what to expect. And it hurt…like HELL during the piercing, like HELL for 3 hours after with pain shots coming and going, and the it hurt like HELL for 2 week where it was constantly raw in sensitivity

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So I went in the shop this week knowing exactly what to expect but wondering WTF for? But I was going to do the second nipple. Well I am happy to report it was a completely different experience. First Pat Pierce has become a friend since March so I really trust him and I am 100% sincere when I say he RULES and is the best Piercer in town. The actual piercing was still very painful but lasted maybe 20 sec instead of the 90 sec the first time. I did get swing of pain a bit the first 3 hours but much less then the first time. But this is the best part. The next there was no pain. Ok if I bump into it it certainly does. But in March I looked at it and it would hurt the first 14 days. This time…no pain. I am so happy.

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http://www.whimbodyjewelry.com/product/4227/4445.html

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Just goes to show how stress and anxiety can really, really mess up an experience.

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By the way…..Sorry no pics to show of my breats this time…well not for now. But here is a pic with a nice piece of jewelery someone begging to get digged back to earth level should be ordering for me. hint hint

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A new acquaintance made me aware of this story. I don’t even know the people involved or was aware of their art but I was quit irritated with the situation and felt bad for those involved.

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RemyFX, a Montreal special effects masterful artist, was arrested October 29th because of his work. Well not his work but his personal projects. His now removed from the internet website InnerDepravity was apparently the troublesome matter with Canadian Law officials. He was quoted as saying:

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“I recieved visit from police thursday night, ive been arrested for criminal charge because im the owner and creator of the website InnerDepravity.

They took my computer and i pass the night in cell.

My crime is : Corruption of morality.

we live now in a dictaturship society, we cannot use art as we want, we cannot use horror in art !”

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Good news is his other site, RemyFX, an online portfolio, is still up. I am including bellow a small galery of pictures from Inner Depravity. I am keeping them small in case you cannot stomach such images but if you want to see them full size just click on each thumbnail.

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Now there is a help the cause mission statement with a bit of info created by some of his friends and some discussions going on of Facebook…but I cannot find anywhere anything official of his arrestation. From what I reada some say it is partly the CBSA Policy On The Classification Of Obscene Material or the Prostitution laws protect against ‘moral corruption that are invloved. In my opinion neither are involved since a) no prostituion involved b) its not an import product. Not having the exact charge bugs me in pronouncing my opinion.

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But if he truly was arrested purely for ‘offensive to some’ material…it is complete ridiculous. Yes his scenes are gore and horror related…but its make-up. Its a photo shoot. Its art. Everyone involved is of legal age! Who on other thinks they have the right to draw the line on what is offensive? No children or animals were portrayed! And we see these things all the time in movies.

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And who is next to be accused of immoral and offensive behavior. BDSMers and Fetishists? Do I need to fear going to a play party? I find the whole thing beyond disturbing.

I was recently chatting online with a lovely your unsure female sub of the tender age of 21…wow I am only 35 but 21 seems so far ago. Anyways we were discussing fetishes and she interpreted it in the more conventional sense and mentioned a few ones of hers that made me think…’we are not talking about he same thing’. So I went on to explain to her what, for our community, is a fetish:

In our community a fetish usually involves a sexual arousal from an inanimate object, body part or situation…like a foot, a shoe, a clown, blod, etc. This is the definition of paraphilias. So I looked up online some a-little-out-there fetishes. Found a great article on it called Top 10 Weird Sexual Fetishes and Paraphilias. This is their list:

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Formicophilia

This is deriving sexual pleasure from insects crawling on the body, specifically on the genitals. It is more common in developing countries, perhaps because homes are infested with insects. This could lead to an individual’s genitals being exposed to insects (especially if they have outdoor bathrooms, as many developing countries do), and if this happens at a young age when they are sexually developing, they may derive pleasure from it.

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Plushophilia

Perhaps liking one of your stuffed animals a little too much as a child can lead to this fetish. It is being sexually attracted to stuffed animals or people dressed in animal costumes. Some plushophiles like to masturbate using small stuffed animals, and some like to dress up in costumes and have sex with others wearing costumes. Someone who is into bestiality, but doesn’t want to actually have sex with animals could also enjoy this fetish.

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Vorarephilia

This is arousal by the thought of being eaten by someone, eating someone else, or watching someone eat somebody else. It is called “vore” for short. Perhaps this is related to cannibalism, but how someone develops a fetish like this, I really could not even speculate upon. It involves pure fantasy (at least hopefully it does), since it would be very difficult to make any of the aforementioned situations reality.

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Inflatophilia

This fetish can vary in what the inflatophile enjoys. It can be an attraction to inflatable animals and toys, deriving sexual pleasure from wearing inflatable suits, or just being aroused from the thought of people inflating like balloons. Perhaps an inflatophile could enjoy the company of a blow-up doll a little too much. This is another fetish that any psychologist would probably have a hard time explaining.

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Erotic asphyxia

This is a dangerous practice wherein a person enjoys cutting off their air supply while having sex or masturbating. Those who practice this fetish claim that it makes orgasms more enjoyable, but sometimes they can’t get the rope, belt, or seatbelt that they use to strangle themselves

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Robot fetishism

This is a fantasy that involves the thought of having sex with a robot, having sex dressed as robots, or having sex with a person who is transformed into a robot. I’m sure that there are many geeks out there who fantasize about having sex with a perfect android woman, but this fetish can also involve fantasizing about having sex with a non-humanoid robot. I guess someone who really loves technology or science fiction could be into this.

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Burusera

This is a Japanese term for a panty fetish. It is an extremely prevalent fetish in Japan. There are burusera shops in Japan that sell used schoolgirls’ panties, and there even used to be vending machines on the streets where men could buy them. The men buy them to smell them. Since laws have been passed forbidding this practice with girls under the age of eighteen, young girls have still profited off of the practice by letting men pay them to simply sniff their panties under their skirts while they are wearing them. I have no idea why this has become so popular in Japan. Maybe they really enjoy their fish there? (Sorry, horrible joke.)

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Erotic lactation

This is simply the breastfeeding of an adult by a lactating woman for sexual arousal. Nipple stimulation during sex is widely practiced, but erotic lactation is much more taboo. Perhaps it gives the male in the relationship a sense of security (or maybe he just gets curious about what breast milk tastes like and decides he likes it). It’s a bit strange that nipple stimulation is a turn-on for women when their main purpose is for feeding babies, but I guess evolution has some reason for it.

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Klismaphilia

This is deriving sexual pleasure from receiving an enema. It’s not too surprising that people can get aroused from it, especially if they enjoy anal sex. A klismaphile may also enjoy pornographic films that portray someone receiving an enema and deriving sexual pleasure from it.

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Hybristophilia

This is often known as the Bonnie and Clyde Syndrome. It is a sexual attraction to someone who has committed a gruesome crime. Many inmates who are imprisoned for outrageous crimes receive love letters from women. It’s a very odd phenomenon. I guess the average bad boy isn’t enough for women who are hybristophiles.

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Please, really, please…can I have a normal applicant soon?
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Here is the latest. Let me say that I started off chatting to this sub without any hopes, even more as a social experiment, to see how far it would go. So he is a business man moving to Montreal for somewhere in Europe. We started chatting maybe a month ago and he was arriving here on Oct 01st. He had originally asked to meet me that evening, I playfully took a long time but eventually agreed. He kept talking about wanting to play that night. I repeatedly said” no way, no how, not gonna happen, get it into your head”. So he has a business meeting finally Thu, wants to know if I am free for a drink around 10h30 pm. Fuck NO…I work at 9 am the next day! He asks to meet me Fri. I was hosting a Sin Academy that night so told him he could come but not to expect me to be available much for one on one. I said how about Sat to accompany me to a munch. He says he has a meeting until late, he can join me for the after party.I gave him my cell number and gave an order to call on his arrival over the wkd. No call.
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Then Last day of Sep no news. Ok I figure he is packing. No news Oct 01st…ok he is travelling. No…5 days without news I get him on msn. This turns out to apparently be our last conversation which I am going to share with you. Of course I am keeping him anonymous…but Ladies stay away if you come across someone freshly off a plane from Sweden:
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idiot sub says: hi mistress
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Lady Evyl says: well, look who is back
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idiot sub says: Your favourite slave and future cuck
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Lady Evyl says: not so favorite. I understand the arrival was more then you expected with all the meetings and I knew we would not meet with your best intentions. But I did tell you to call at a min…you did not
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idiot sub says: You actually kept on killing my suggestions to meet no thursday, no friday, not inviting me to the workshop i felt you were not that interested
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Lady Evyl says: I beg you pardon, you cancelled Thu I had plans Fri and Sat before even meeting you And my last email was with the info of where I would be Fri, address and all.
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idiot sub says: you cancelled thu late night explaining you had to work on friday anyway
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Lady Evyl says: I did not cancel..I expected a normal dinner time…you said 10pm. I go to bed at 11. Perhaps you forgot I am not in a position to sacrifice myself here. I again do not think it was smart on your part to push meeting so fast by the time you arrived and then the next thing I knew you had a business meeting all the time. So your not exactly sending a good message here…ie message I will cancel things all the time.
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idiot sub says: pas de probleme nevermind, earning a million dollar salary requires compromising on work life balance that’s my life i move country, work long hours if you do not tolerate workaholics then we are not meant for each other i am not saying it with an angry feeling, it’s just who i am
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Lady Evyl says: Again, I can understand someone with a busy schedule…I have one. But if you know ahead of time that I will be cancelled on on a regular basis…then it won’t last long. I take my promises, even those for social engagements, to heart. And I went from daily emails to nothing for 5 days. So what do you expect me to think…that you lost interest to.
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idiot sub says: i know what i seek, and there are a few things like you not favouring sessions the first date and the workaholic/flexibility that seem to differ. no judgement, but  probably you are not the one for me, and i am not the one for yo my only chances during the last days were late nights
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Lady Evyl says: Hun, no real Mistress will put up with either of those…go see a Pro
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idiot sub says: maybe unconsciously i was testing you a bit, let’s see if she takes the chance to meet me late night, when it’s dark, when it’s true sin city, and (ab)uses me. pro is the opposite of what i seek…how can you do cuck with a pro???
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Lady Evyl says: true cuck is done only in a commited relationship…which you cannot even offer
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idiot sub says: nevermind  i still like youhave a nice life
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Lady Evyl says: Again not said with any angry intentions…but realize what you seek, if inflexible…is totally for yourself, against what a real sub is, egotistical. bye
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idiot sub says: i told you i need to be broken now you understand why
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Lady Evyl says: I know you said that But why would a Domme want to break you if you set yourself up as an impossible challenge of the bat. you have to give some devotion and steadiness at the beginning…otherwise why would a Domme even want to bother wasting possible lost energy
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idiot sub says: because the upside is awesome – she’ll have the best slave on earth
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Lady Evyl says: so you expect a Domme to just sacrifice herself for your benefit to hopefully in the future turn the tables?
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….and he went offline. What a moron…as I predicted.
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